27 May 2005


Yesterday, it woz ma cuz's bday n her sistaz had organizd a surprise party 4 her. It woz gna b a pj'z party buh den onli da bday gyal ended up in her pj'z. U c we woke her up @ 9.30 in da mornin!!Omg i hope no1 eva duz dat 2 me coz trus me i lk a ryt mess wen i wake up. Newayz da party woz gd buh i cdnt stay 4 long coz i needed 2 revize 4 da spanish xam. Pass da parcel woz funni. one ov da dare thingy'z woz 2 hav a bite from a sanwich. Trus me it woznt an ordinary sanwich. It had salad cream, ketchup, green chutney, crisps, biscuits, carrot chutney......wanna no more? It woz nasty. lol. Glad it woznt me dat got dat dare. i got away wiv jus singin happy b'day. Newayz im off. Tc chat 2yaz l8r mwahz

26 May 2005


Yes... we had fun today - I went to Anjum's this morning looking forward to seeing the Sikh Boy on top form... but no - she had to transform into the Kutchi Goldilocks didn't she... argh, but lol nah - we had a good time switching between French, Spanish, Arabic and Punjabi channels on Sky - OMA, you those are the exact subjects I wanna study at Uni... what a coincidence... hmm... how sad did that just sound - just proves how lifeless I really am right now... but nah - we had a good time laffin' at the Punjabi softie on Vectone PUnjabi... and now I'm bored of typing so Ciao for now...

16 May 2005


ok so cricketgal esta alli, as in i am here, just had ma spanish oral, so i have very *cuff*kindly*cuff....found the time to post on here, before i hybernate once more and re-apperar in aproximately a month.

I have now had my art exam..haha lets forget about that one. Had my french oral, which rehhh was i relieved after coz apparently so my teacher sez, it went alhamdulilah well, and have now khatamed, khalased, finitoed, finished, ma spanish oral. Alhamdulilah. *faints*

Nothing else to say at the mo, excpet, yo Saphhhhhhhh.....Amir Khan won the match -lol......did he turn up at ya leavers party *rollseyes*..i bet he did but u just ignored him, eh...:P

Take Care my luvliesssss,
Pleaz make dua for me and all ya bros and sistaz in Islam and in humanity.
Anjum xxx Cricketgal xxx the Jum xxx Teenager going back ta work xxx
Ps-heres some duas i got sent, so inshallah hope they help:


Allahumma infa'nii bimaa 'allamtanii wa'allimnii maa yanfa' unii.
Oh Allah! Make useful for me what You taught me and teach me knowledge that will be useful to me.
Allahumma inii as'aluka fahmal-nabiyyen wa hifthal mursaleen al-muqarrabeen.
Oh Allah! I ask You for the understanding of the prophets and the memory of the messengers, and those nearest to You.
Allahumma ijal leesanee 'amiran bi thikrika wa qalbi bi khashyatika.
Oh Allah! Make my tongue full of Your remembrance, and my heart with consciousness of You.
Innaka 'ala ma-tasha'-u qadeer wa anta hasbun-allahu wa na'mal wakeel.
Oh Allah! You do whatever You wish, and You are my Availer and Protector and the best of aid.

Allahhumma inni astaodeeuka ma qara'tu wama hafaz-tu. Faradduhu 'allaya inda hagati elayhi
Oh Allah! I entrust You with what I have read and I have studied. (Oh Allah!) Bring it back to me when I am in need of it.
Innaka 'ala ma-tasha'-u qadeer wa anta hasbeeya wa na'mal wakeel.
Oh Allah! You do whatever You wish, and You are my Availer and Protector and the best of aid.

Allahumma la sahla illama ja-'altahu sahla wa anta taj 'alu al hazana etha shi'ta sahla
O Allah! Nothing is easy except what You have made easy. If You wish, You can make the difficult easy.

Wasalam..keep the faith!!!!

14 May 2005


To my best buddies! Shine!!!

Twinkle, twinkle, little star
High above, in the sky
Watch me twirl
See me fly
Twinkle, twinkle little star
High above, in the sky
Sprinkle stardust in my eyes
So I may twinkle and shine, like a star.

13 May 2005


urghhhh *shiver* its so warm but i'm so cold!, i've donned the socks, wrapped in my comfy teddy bear robe. maybe i'm sick. i hope not, last time i tried to get warm by going under the covers i fell asleep, yep and i don't think i will be able to revise with my eyes closed either, very hard. That and the fact that i've noticed i've been eating irregularly, blame it on the french..... how much i love but you cause me soo much strife!
Did you guys hears bout the baby incident? 'course not, well two days ago, i was given the task of looking after my aunt baby while she prayed in the next room. Well as you can imagine, being the busy person that i am, i carried on doing what ever revision thing i was doing, she pulled on my stereo, played with the on and off switchs, then i thought, no more. Revision that is. grabbed her and placed her on my bed, first wrong move, my bedd is V high , i went to pull my box full of my subject matter and she jumped! God it was soo scary, one minute she's on the bed, next she flies over my bent head and is lying on the floor, a load bang resounding through the room.!!! Damn! there is a lesson to be learnt from this, never leave little children with me, i will somehow mangae to injure them or make them cry REAL tears.

12 May 2005

Permanent Break

Yeah... that's what I'm on right now... my French Oral really did suck the life outta me - I have done absolute jack since and it's really quite bad... so like... I went to my Khalas today to try and study ('cause I have guests round mine) bladibla... got there bright and early - 8:30am to be precise - and I tried to do some Spanish but got bored then I did the unthinkable: Science... and I think it was the air in my Khala's house or something that made me do that 'cause me doing Science is a very rare sight indeed - the day something scientific actually goes into my head will be a public holiday... so yeah, then I got bored of that after about five minutes and watched some tele... then my Khala got home from her exam... and then my Nani came back from her walk... and we sat in front of the tele and before I knew it, it was 2pm! I was just like whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaa how did that happen?!?!?! But... umm... I did manage to get some cramming in after that and when I got home, I aksed my mother-dear to test me on my Spanish Oral.... and omg - it was so difficult to say anything! I'm blaming my French Oral for that 'cause the prep for that got me thinking in French and now I can't stop! But omg... it was so hard... my accent is just so messed up right now... and I think I'm gonna go cry into my pillow now because I have nothing left to say... *sob*

10 May 2005


These four years have been the most incredible years fo my life. I've transformed into a person that I only knew existed in my daydreams and make believe. A chance to strat anew, who ever said high scholl changes your life, was right. I've been shaped into a stronger, confident Fowzia. No longer, extremely shy, quiet and nervous girl, i'm finally me! This journey has only begun, the road to self-actualisation is being walked but taken one step at a time.
In my notebook of memories, i've done something i've ever done before. Adapted. smiled and laughed everyday, felt special , felt as if my futurewas mine and no one elses. these i'll treasure, because mean while as i write this i'm thinking of all the influencial people in my life, but mostly, Hafsa, Chloe and Anjum.
they always saw me, not Fowzia, but ME, the girl who so desperately wanted her chance in the world and they did the most noblest thing. Even if they don't realise it themselves, they let her out.
And Rita. I see all my weaknesses in her, but i know somewhere lie all her stenghts. Now i've run out of words.

01 May 2005


ok aint bloged on ere for a lil time. hope yall catched my 'Problem with Prom' post on my blog! make sure u leave a msg on it bout wah u thought, even if u disagree with me!

Ok, so like if any of you happened to come on this blog today, you may have noticed a change in template, which looked nice. however then it changed to looking gruesom, so i changed it back to the one we know and love. But cant say i never tried!

At the mo, im sufferin with a blocked nose, a sore throat, headache from the onions in the biryani and a really full stomach from some claaasss biryaniii and fruit pudding. Feels like eid :D:D:D. I knew id get a flu right before my exams, i could feel it coming. This sorto thing always happens to me *whyyy*, when i hope so much for sumin to hapen, it dont and vice versa. Like the time when i had the final England u/15 cricket title at Lords to go to, i prayed and played extra careful so not to get injured, but then got the worst injury of my cricketing career yet, and had no choice but to drop out. ahhhh the saddness that i still feel today. But i guess thats a whole blog for another day :( ...*atichu atishu*...Ya Allah, Hafsa, i toldd u it goes through the telefone line but u never listened and just made it worse :( *Sob*

I must take leave, as i have to sort out this randum gal thats tryna chat to my brother on msn..lol...ahh the joys of being a twin and dissin all these kaffir gurls...*looks-kiddin of course!*

Ahhh well..........dont forget to rememba me in ya duas ya'll.

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